Update.

I feel fantastic.

I am so freaking embarrassed. Mood swing-o-rama, aisle four. Loss of impulse control special, $4.99 — supplies are limited. Jesus Christ.

Talked to my shrink and I am off the Lamictal. I managed to get one hour of sleep last night and my head is starting to float, which means that soon I am going to be manic. There is a distinct possibility that the Lamictal and wine were only a catalyst for mood swings that were already present and brought on by my SSRI, Celexa.

SSRIs can cause bi polar folk to cycle, and yet I need something to combat the depression. It was hoped that the mood stabilizers I am on would cancel out any mood swinging that the SSRI may cause, but it appears that may not be the case. The easy answer would seem to be, then, to just go off the SSRIs. The problem, though, is that the mood stabilizers are not enough to fight the depression.

Speaking of the depression, it just came back.

Somebody get me management. I want my money back. This roller coaster ride sucks ass.

I need to snap the fuck out of this. I have a date tonight. Such great timing.