the way things are headed right now, i\’m going to be in jail in three months, so i won\’t have to worry about surgery.
goddamn bankruptcy. IF I HAD THE MONEY TO FILE FOR BANKRUPTCY, I\’D BE ABLE TO PAY MY FUCKING MEDICAL AND CREDIT CARD BILLS, BECAUSE I WOULD HAVE A GODDAMN INCOME. CAPECHE?
but no, no capeche, no compassion, just laws and rules and a fucking system that i have slipped through the cracks of. and now i have five different companies taking me to court and adding the attorney and legal fees to the amounts i owe them. and there\’s nothing i can do, because i can\’t come up with the couple hundred dollars that it will take to file. and then that\’s it, really. over.
i\’m so happy when i can forget about all this bullshit, the money matters and the legal problems and the health concerns. but the truth of the matter is, this is the stuff my life is actually made of right now, and what i have to face. and there\’s simply no way around any of it. i wish they\’d get it over with and take me to court tomorrow instead of stretching this out, month after month. it\’s been over a year now. i think they do this to add ulcers and insomnia and alcoholism to all our other problems. go ahead, dog us out. go ahead, scare us. there\’s nothing you can take from me except the one thing i have now: my freedom. but you can have that, too, can\’t you? because you\’re the fucking law.
bolivia is looking better and better.
