I just received a bill from my allergy care center. Medicaid, who are supposed to pay all my medical expenses so long as my PCP refers me, turned down my claim from my PCP referred creation of my allergy vaccine, and my first allergy shot.

I now owe my allergist $806.00. Oh, and Medicaid is refusing to cover any prescription antihistamines. I need Allegra-D just to eek by, and they will not even cover OTC Claritin, which I cannot afford on my own. I am now going to get really fucking sick.

Thank you, state funded programs, for fucking me up the ass. Tonight I am writing yet more angry letters to my senator, congressmen, governor (like Ehrlich gives a rats ass about some bitch on welfare), and whomever else I can come up with. Not like it is going to do any good. I still cannot find a neurologist who accepts my insurance, and my insurance just flat out does not pay for pain treatment centers, acupuncture, or the adminstration of a swift kick up the ass of a god who does not exist but if he did he has a sick sense of humor and when I die I expect to find him laughing…